Monday, July 26, 2010

The Summer Sends Its Love to You.





Oh, boyy. Sweet summer. (:
The beach, parties, concerts, smoothies, boys, sun, shopping, and being with amazing friends.
I couldnt ask for more.

This is the first time I havent dread spending my summer in California.
Who wouldve known that I would actually be living in such a beautiful place?
Not me.
I dont deserve this opportunity, but I wouldnt trade it for anything.
I am extremely disappointed about the fact that I am not going to be able to visit the greateast people I know back in Tennessee. Fall has me hopeful though
I am strongly looking forward to Warped Tour the most, I believe.
Backstage freaking passes! Nearly impossible to get and I have one. Me.
I still dont believe it.
I am very blessed.
This WILL be the best summer yet.









Tuesday, July 6, 2010

I'm Not The Same Kid From Your Memory.


We have moved on.

We are FINALLY happy and where we are suppose to be.

So why won't you leave us alone?

You say you love us, yet you won't visit.

You wont drop the alcohol.

The gambling.

The lying.

Is it really more important?

Please, PLEASE just let us be.

We are better off.

I am tired of feeling guilty and at fault.

I love you, Daddy, but I have delt with you and your bullshit for 15 years.

I am done.